oh manz wad a tumultous day... had so many talks with pple... deep ones... and probs and stuff... glad tt everything worked out tho... and pw was every bit as sucky as i expected it to be... and cassandra was so funny with her bread and textiles today haha... mr chang is super irritating lor... im so irritated with him and i think rena wants to kill him oso... haha... haihz... today i stayed back... was like the most unproductive day ever... first i was tokking to enoch den he had trg so i wrote letter to ben den was chatting with john den after tt daniel finished his chem olympiad so he came and sat with me for a while too... den was just slacking arnd by myself until mummy came... sianz... din fee like doing work cos i spent phys lect and the break after tt doing work with char and jess and rena and shella... until break den left me and char only haha... oh wells... oh yeah had a chat with char abt stuff too... today so many chats haha... and mostly abt serious stuffs... haihz... wads happening sia... i think if this continues ill be a sad girl haha... oh tml going for hc band concert... oh no wad if its chinese music i think ill just die haha... jac asked me to go... qt glad to see her agian :) haihz tml got bio lab w the pissy teacher manz... hihaz... now like so many probs with frenship... good thing i got my good ole uncle marcus to cheer me up haha... three cheers for uncle marcus!! haha... oh and today my shower just exploded lah! and all the water just splashing arnd everywhere in the middle of my bath... so had to pack up and go downstairs to bathe haha... den daddy fixed it liaoz thank goodness... hehe... enoch came to my chem lect today... i think he was abit bored but was the first lect tt we actually were in the same lt haha... oh wells... learnt alot of things abt frenships today hmm... shld go and think abt it like daniel does haha... anyway i hope tml will be a better day and dat all the conflicts and probs will forge stronger frenships... i promised myself to try and love all pple... chorinthians 13 and all... it will be hard but ill try... and with the oly Spirit's guidance i hope i can do it... i really wanna be like Jesus... as good as He was... sometimes i feel Christ-likeness is a dream... tt its completely unattainable... i mean how does one contain ones thoughts? i mean thoughts are thoughts wad... how to control... i mean control actions and all just need self control and lots of love... but thoughts... dunno lah... need to pray abt it haha... anyway... anyway, i think God is really good to me... He's given me a good family life... and great frens and a supporting bf... guess i dun deserve to complain abt anything :) haha... i feel alot better now... reflecting on God's goodness always makes me feel so much more appreciative... puts everything back into perspective now... hmm... anyway i hope tt th band concert is good stuff tml... yay can see marian too! i miss her alot... and all the singing at trg and stuff... haha... pity cant see bindy they all tml oso... oh wells... u win some u lose some eh haha... hmm... going out with enoch tml oso haha... yay... i always like go out with him once a week how sad is tt... haihz... but like all my frens accusing me of zong se qing you... i dunno lah.. its so hard to decide... i mean both mean so much to me... and when i try to compromise it always have something wrong... haihz... but nvm lah haha... im sure ill work it out sooner or later :) another thing i thank God for... optimism :) haha